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Here is where I keep the fan fiction. Assume it's mainly Buffy/Spike (or at least that the pairing is in the fic if not central to it) unless I mark otherwise. I rate my fics as PG-13 overall, unless they're unusually tame or, on the other hand, they have lots of violence and other stuff in them. So if you think I've rated something incorrectly, let me know!

▫▫▫ Works in Progress ▫▫▫ Completed Fiction ▫▫▫ Short Stories ▫▫▫

▫▫▫Works in Progress

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Fading - (R)

Spike turns human after the battle in Los Angeles which makes our two favorite vampires question their place in the world, and in the lives of a certain Slayer. Meanwhile, a new threat arises that no one could've foreseen, and our favorite heroes must fight to keep themselves together. A story about finding meaning in yourself after your life has been drastically changed.

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Finding the Key - (PG-13)

Season 5, AU. Not only did the monks alter everyone's memories to incorporate Dawn into their lives, but they also made Spike the Slayer's boyfriend. Will it be enough to protect the Key from Glory? Will their lives ever be the way they were before the spell was cast? Response to Helga von Nutwimple's challenge.

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Kissed - (R)

Set the summer before season five. When Spike is attacked by a dangerous demon, Buffy makes a choice that will alter her life forever. Now she must deal with the consequences of that decision, including her conflicted feelings towards her least favorite vampire.

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The Lost Summer - (PG-13)

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Set one year after Not Fade Away. Buffy is living alone in Cleveland, missing the time when her life wasn't so simple. When she's attacked by a demon, though, she finds herself trapped in a world she'd thought she'd lost, with a person she thought she'd never see again.

▫▫▫Completed Fiction

Back to Reality (NC-17)

Set during Normal Again. Buffy is deeply affected by the love of a man who exists only in a world where Sunnydale doesn't exist. Or does he? (Please excuse my pathetic attempt at writing smut. It's... meh.)

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Forget (R)

Post-Chosen. Buffy tries to deal with Spike's death, but finds herself haunted by something taking his form in her dreams. She struggles to find a way to make it stop, only to be faced with a bigger problem when she discovers what it is that's tormenting her.

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▫▫▫Short Stories

A Night with the First (PG-13) Not S/B

Season seven, post-Him. Spike goes out.

All the Way Home (PG)

Written for enigmaticblue's Holiday ficathon. Four looks at Buffy and Spike's relationship during and post-Chosen. Somewhat Christmasy :)

Alone Together (PG)

Written for Summer of Spike 2005. Buffy and Spike spend some time together after the events in Lies My Parents Told Me.

If You Like Piña Coladas... (PG)

... and getting caught in the rain. Early season six Spuffy. No real plot, I'm afraid.

Late Night with Graham (PG) Not S/B

Mwahaha! This is the most pointless story I've ever written. I still love it. Buffy runs into Graham late one night and they have a "conversation."

The Morning After Series (PG-13)

Short stories detailing a different version of Buffy and Spike's relationship in season six. Goes AU during Life Serial.
           The Morning After
           The Slow Dance

Visits to the Grave (PG-13)

Season six, during Buffy and Spike's sordid relationship. Buffy reacquaints herself with death.

When Yes Means No (PG-13)

Set during Crush. What if Dawn hadn't given Buffy the heads up to Spike's affections? (Please don't take this fic seriously - I know this wouldn't happen!)

▫▫▫Backburner Fiction
Stories that are technically WIPs, but won't be updated/posted for a while.

A Different Tune - (alternate As You Were)

Run and Catch - (Drusilla ensouled)